Howdy,

Yeah, seriously you guys have to learn to ignore my journal titles... they are usually something from a song that i like... Iunno... But they are random and have VERY LITTLE to do with what i am gunna talk about... Plus i don't exactly talk in that 'way' anyways xD

Any who... Got a few things to say... But i want to say this first because it is a big... LIKE... OMG! Fucken brilliant...

All this week i have had HUGE urges to do art... But another thing, i have had to start getting my MAJOR history assignment done, that i was supposed to do in the holidays but stuff kept holding me back from it... :/ And it's due at the end of this week, and i don't really wanna rush it... Because if i do i know i will stuff up somewhere and get tired of doing it towards the end... And i actually wanna get a 'decent' mark for this one... But in between when i have breaks from doing work, and when i feel like it, i have been drawing and a 'little' of working on my writing pieces i need to get done... So y'know... I'm hoping these 'urges' will continue over the next few weeks and i can get my art back up and running the way it used to be


Birthday:

Well, It's my Boyfriends ( =Ebby-Addict ) birthday tomorrow. He'll finally be 15 like me! Yays! If you didn't know, me and him are in different grades, but its only because my B'day is at the start of the year (5th February) and his is well tomorrow (4th August). Anyways, even though all this inspiration and urges i have been getting for art, over the past week or so, i have had NO ideas for what to get for him. I was just thinking of making him a heart felt card like i did for Valentines day, but it would pretty much be the same... And there's no point having basically 2 of one thing... And even IF i do that, WHAT THE HELL am i supposed to do for our anniversary on the 12th :/. Things are getting so hard... I don't want to do something spectacular because we are still young, but i would still like to do something... But i just can't think of anything... He says just seeing me will be enough, and i understand that... But i still want to do something or make something for him... I just have no idea what and now its too fucking late for tomorrow... It's just ticks me off... :/ I'm hoping to just make something quick tonight, that he might like... But I'll still feel like a complete fuckwit... :/


Back At School:

Well i went back to school last Monday... It was completely killer... Like... OMG I staggered out of bed and nearly fell over like every morning last week. I went back today for the second week wasn't as bad, but it's still SOO hard to get up at 6am every single morning for school! I hate it! I have my MAJOR history assignment due this week, but it is going okay...ish so far . And since i have been back at school i have ALREADY gotten 2 assignments! They are both for my electives, so it isn't that bad, because i like both my electives... and my Commerce one... is like... REALLY fun! I mean WOW! I am surprised it is fun, because Miss Kerry (Teacher) always makes things boring, poor thing, i love Miss Kerry, she's a good teacher, but she usually doesn't make things fun, and she doesn't mean to.. Maybe she actually thought about this one after all the complaining we do to her xD!
Basically the assignment is that myself and our group or pair (I'm working with my bestie Natalie) are moving out of home and in together. We have to think about what we are gunna do in the future and find a house on the internet that would suit what we have in mind... OF COURSE ALL this is a hypothetical type deal... We aren't actually buying the houses and stuff, but even so it is still REALLY fun! And my Child Studies assignment... Is like easy.. Its basically just research but y'know LOL!


Marriage:

Okay, This isn't a full serious thing, but today me and my bestie Natalie got married! So now she's my wife... We've been calling each other our wives randomly since Saturday and today at school we got our friend Chris to marry us. So now i am married to my bestie Natalie! Luff you! We are also Wife and Wife! Yay! I dunno why i mentioned that i am just very bored at the moment...


Activeness:

Okay, I'm rather annoyed. I know my last journal was very delayed and what not. But that's just life. I didn't have many people comment. I know some of you don't have the time, i know some of you on LOA's and some of you are new watchers, so i am not referring this to you. But for those of you who hardly EVER talk to me, i am rather annoyed with. Even though you probably aren't even reading this, but it doesn't matter. Look, if you don't like my art work or you are sick of my art being delayed than don't freaking watch me. I don't care if my watchers goes all the way down to 3 watchers, i really don't. As long as those people are faithful i don't care. I don't want amateurs :/

Sorry for that rant, but it has really pissed me off for some time now. For those of you who i know look at and read my things and don't comment and such, i know who you are.. I really do, and i know those of you who are on LOA's and don't have the time. Alright. Done. Toodles.

Peace Out Lil Scouts!

Be Well And Safe!

*passes out*

~Ebony


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Song Of The Journal:

Dance With The Devil - Breaking Benjamin

[[[ LISTEN ]]]

[[[ A VIDEO I HIGHLY RECOMMEND ]]]

Lyrics:

Here I stand, helpless and left for dead.

Close your eyes, so many days go by.
Easy to find what's wrong, harder to find what's right.

I believe in you, I can show you that I can see right through all your empty lies.

I won't stay long, in this world so wrong.

[Chorus:]
Say goodbye, as we dance with the devil tonight.
Don't you dare look at him in the eye, as we dance with the devil tonight?

Trembling, crawling across my skin.
Feeling your cold dead eyes, stealing the life of mine.

I believe in you, I can show you that I can see right through all your empty lies.

I won't last long, in this world so wrong.

[Chorus]

Hold on. Hold on.

[Chorus]

Hold on. Hold on.

Goodbye.


Art Status:

Requests: Open!

Art Trades: Open!

Commissions: Closed!


To Do List:


'Art Trade' With/For: =XxGravity-lovexX Currently Working On

Gift Art For: ~DeadlyRadioActive Currently Working On

'References' For: Myself: Sparking A Few Ideas

'Completing WIP's' For: Myself: Currently Working On

'Black Wolf's Journey Pt 2' For: Myself: Had to Restart, But Half Way To Completion


Thanks For Stopping By!